aerilex

Title: Army of One

Mixer: Aerilex
Cover Artist: i_like_neon_ice
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre/Subject: Castiel (sort of a character study through Seasons 4-5)
Disclaimer: Castiel is a character created by Kripke. All the songs used on the mix belong to their respective artists, I'm just pulling them together for my own personal fun. :)
Warnings: N/A
Summary/Notes: Pulled all these together thinking of Castiel's “evolution” through Seasons 4 and 5. You can likely spot undertones of Dean/Cas, but my focus was on Castiel's big crisis of faith and the decisions he made. Many, many thanks and much love to

i_like_neon_ice, who basically saved my life by making the gorgeous cover art for this (that I am still gaga over). <3!!! (BTW, I might have mentioned by now that I'm quite eclectic. That...may have manifested a bit into this mix. Sorry for that <3!)

Army of One

a Castiel fanmix

Hymn of the Sky | Celestial Aeon Project

instrumental

Diamond Eyes | Deftones

Time will see us realign.

Diamonds rain across the sky,

Shower me into the same realm.

Lifeline | Angels & Airwaves

If you hear a distant sound,
And some footsteps by your side
When the world comes crashing down,
I will find you if you hide.

We all make mistakes.
Here's your lifeline.
If you want, I want to.

Kings & Queens | 30 Seconds to Mars

We were the kings and queens of promise,
We were the victims of ourselves,
Maybe the children of a lesser god
Between Heaven and Hell.

Moving Mountains | Thrice

And moving mountains ain't nothing to me;
I've faith enough to cast them to the sea,
But I don't know the first thing about love.

You | Switchfoot

Sometimes ignorance rings true,
But hope is not in what I know.
It's not in me, me,
It's in You, it's in You.

Come To Me | Megan McCauley

All the walls that you built up,
And all the bridges you burned down,
In the end, it comes down to
I'm the one always around.

Cold (But I'm Still Here) | Evans Blue

When you hide, hide inside that body,
But just remember that, when I touch you,
The more you shake, the more you give away.

Nothing & Everything | Red

Enemy, familiar friend
My beginning and my end
Broken truth, whispering lies,
And it hurts again.

What I fear, and what I try,
The words I say and what I hide,
All the pain, I want it to end.
But I want it again.

And it finds me,
The fight inside is
Coursing through my veins,
And it's raging,
The fight inside is
Breaking me again.

Trust Me | The Fray

Looking for something I've never seen,
Alone and I'm in between
The place that I'm from and
The place that I'm in...

What I've Done | Marie Digby

'Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth of a thousand lies.

Nothing Is Written | Mumford & Sons

Now I'll be bold
As well as strong,
Use my head alongside my heart.
So take my flesh,
And fix my eyes,
That tethered mind free from the lies.

All In | Lifehouse

Even if I lose the game,
I'm all in, I'm all in for life.

Rain | Dax Johnson

instrumental

Heaven's Dead | Audioslave

Shipwreck the sun, I'm on your side,
An army of one, together we'll ride
And whisper your songs, birds to the air,
We'll bury all of our burdens there.

Broken | Seether

'Cause I'm broken
When I'm open,
And I don't feel like
I am strong enough.

Only For You | Trading Yesterday

There's a hunger that's slowly growing,
Chasing shadows but never knowing
If all that I have done
Is keeping me from You

Mad World | Michael Andrews feat. Gary Jules

Hide my head, I wanna drown my sorrow,
No tomorrow, no tomorrow.

Run To the Water | Live

In a moment we lost our minds here,
And lay our spirit down.
Today we lived a thousand years,
All we have is now.